January 2012
I hate those depressed days right before my period
I love getting woken up
By some naked frisky fellow I so happen to be dating
He’s pretty awesome in the bedrooms and stuffs.
I might keep him around awhile
I hate sleeping alone
My boyfraan is a pretty good dude
He doesn’t get freaked out by my anxiety and I find that attractive haha
I just want to rip my own throat out
I hate anxiety
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I've lost 16 lbs in two weeks
But I’ve just been telling people it’s 7lbs
I dont know why
Why does putting yourself out there always feel so god damned awkward
I wish I didn't need the eggs
December 2011
Not being on Prozac sucks
It makes me not like people.
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What's your secret?: I just found out that my... →
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I don’t know how to react. He has always been the “save sex for marriage” type, and now this comes out. I’m feeling so many things. I’m angry at him for lying to me. I’m jealous in a way. I’m angry at myself for being angry with him.
I feel like a terrible friend because I should be…
Comfort him with a blowjob
Totally changed my room today
Put my bed together
Put art up
Tons of pictures
String lights
And my new beloved shelf
I've been very absent lately
But I’m happy
And I’m busy
And I’m tired all the time
But I’m happy
November 2011
I feel sad
It sucks
So we talked
And I told him how I felt. How I wouldn’t be able to be with him I he was with someone else and at first we just decided to be friends only. Then he asked me to dinner and afterwards we actually talked instead of exchanging text messages and came to the conclusion that we’re not together but we’re exclusive.
I didn’t want a boyfriend so that’s a plus and I def...
days off are depressing when your poor
I guess Ill go cash in this scratcher and buy a bottle of wine
Fuck it
Starting my Thanksgiving with a couple Xanax and plenty of weed
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I can handle causal sex every once and awhile
But when the once and awhile turns into let’s hang out everyday and fuck and cuddle and sleep that’s when it sucks. I’m getting attached to you ever so slightly and I hate it.
I’m gonna get hurt I can tell cause I’m already hurt but only a little bit.
But the minute you tell me you’ve slept with someone else...
I'm getting too attached
He left his hoodie here
I slept in it
I love his smell
I’m in big trouble
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No one will do this
I feel like shit
im in such a blah mood it sucks